My biggest regret with Graham's first year is not trying hard enough to get Graham to breastfeed from the breast. I accepted a life of pumping almost immediately from getting home from the hospital. I wish I would have given it a little more time. It would have made breastfeeding a much more pleasant experience. Exclusively pumping for 7 months wasn't exactly the most fun thing ever.
Now (as ridiculous as it sounds) I am completely jealous of everyone who gets to breastfeed.
Continuing on while being completely irrational... I feel like they are bragging to me about their successes and pointing out my failures (I am 100% a crazy mom).
I will try harder next time. And now when I have baby dreams, I'm always breastfeeding, never pumping. :)